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Daddy's Little Girl


Daddy..
My daddy was a hard-working person.. He worked in Taiwanese factory in Pandaan.. He passed away on March 29th 2006.. He suffered from stroke.. You know, actually he was very healthy.. He jogged every morning.. But as the time went by and the pressure on his own life - which I didn't really comprehend at that time, he started to smoke and drink coffee a li'l bit too much.. But his death was not because of that.. It was stroke..
He cared of me sooooooo much in his whole life. He was always worried about me cuz at that time I was so young while he's getting older.. That makes sense cuz I was born when he's already 48.. And I'm the only daughter that he was longing for.. I was so boyish in my childhood.. So I didn't like to be indulged though my dad wanted me to be.. I kept rejecting him.. That didn't mean I don't love him.. I just couldn't get used to something like that..

When my daddy was young he learned karate.. LOL.. But he loved literature.. His passion for arts flows in my blood.. He's a faithful person.. He's not a jerk who told so many lies.. He's honest and thoughtful.. He LOVES us-whole family- until now. I knew that..


My biggest regret is; I realized all of these praises of him when he's already gone.. I completely regret the fact that I didn't make use of the time well when he was alive..
I'm a real idiot..


One day, someone ever humilated my dad publically.. I was so enrage. It's still clearly saved in my mind about what he wrote down.. For me, his words are trash..!!!! I don't care if it was his own thought or he just wanna hurt me.. The fact is, HE humilated my dad..!! You don't know a thing about him, you slacker..!! Just think the same thing is done to your father..! You have no idea about my life..!



I miss you dad.. You've gone when I was so damn stupid.. That made not really much thing I remember about you.. I know you always wanted a daughter who is gentle, so girly, kind, being very nice to you, and so on.. I'm so sorry dad.. I couldn't make your wish came true.. I know you want the best for me.. Your love and mom's exceed anyone else's.. I really miss you, dad.. Please stay in my heart.. Promise..? I love you until the end of time, my daddy..


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