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humm.. Honestly,, I don't feel too much excited this year.. I dunno either.. Recently,,everything's coming all around in my head..
Whether it's about mum or love.. Geez.. Though I achieved 3.86 for my first GPA,, I don't feel much spirited or even on fire about all things.. Huaaaaaa~ What the heck is happening to meeee..??


Anyways..
Yesterday was quite good cuz my big family were (finally) together.. It's rare y'know..! But still..I could never let go of one thing.. DISTANCE.. Yep.. There REALLY is a great distance among us.. I'm happy to know that each of us is doing well.. But I' d rather keep silent and watch.. I talked when I thought I need to.. I observed and then I knew that there's uneasy thing which is called money, devides us into several parts.. There are pride,, high expectations,, ambition,, passion,, temptations,, and many more..

I was losing ground.. I ain't teenager but also not an adult yet.. Some of them were talking about career,, marriage,, old-school engagement,, kids,, gadgets,, and so on...

I think.. I knew why I couldn't be even merry in this 'should-and-absolutely-merry' event...
And I think... you've already known why I feel this way.....